the experiences of a teenager…… as in me

finally…..!!!!!!

the time has come.. for us to finally enjoy our well deserved hols…..

THE EXAMS ARE OVER, at least for my skul la….. so for those poeple who stil have exams, sori la.. we celebrate 1st.

but one thing i hate bout exams that finish one week b4 hols is we get some marks… and these marks i hate cuz potong ’steam’ saja during hols.. cannot enjoy fully….

and guess what? the very last day of the exams we got the damn add maths marks… and got a dismail 90 only, make silly mistakes worth 9 marks, and one question cannot get full marks becuz i din learn that… hahahah

graham got 100… envy that fella la, everytime add maths get 100, i only get 90… haiz i lose to you la brader, u ask me add maths just act oni, u can get grammy awards for it la… aniwayz keep up the good work and congrats… make vikneswari proud (eric sudah marah)

allrite, now i will save all my laments bout my marks for later and go sleep now…

u will probably see a lot of not so good remarks in my blogs later on about my marks, so build up an immune system for not polite words if you intend to keep reading these boring blogs……

today… friday…

anderson has some things that realli make us happy, friday we leave earlier from skul… but some of us stay back and play football, namely me, benny, jethro, calvin… got la others….

first game in at 12.15

8-9, we handicapp… forgot the score but think scored one…

around 30 mins later 7-7 then 5-7, we handicapp again….

think scored one again, realli forgot.. oni remember the second game, this one 1st one… the perfect combination of benny and jethro and occasionally me destroyed the opponent’s defence…

then we palyed second round, three students, form 3 and lower wanted to challenge us, form 4s

that time damn freaking tired d lor, but they insisted so mai play lor… tak tau malu mereka…

oni me jethro and benny played, calvin wanna die d, somemore talking to one secret girl..dunno who.. left us three freaking tired f4s fight three freaking fresh f3 and lower

so start, we all malas wanna run, so one goal down

then play better bit, 1-1

then mai play passing passing lor, then 2-1 and then 2-2

then mai play oc lor, tired…(oc = offside chicken)

then i think score 5-4, we leading

then benny suddenli decided wan to score until ten and then cao… too late d that time.. so we mai play better lo…

he decided to play ole goal… means shoot the ball between the opponents legs and score, that time 7-4

then we played some solos, me, jethro, benny….

then the score 9-6

then we all chin chai play, benny say last goal wanna ole, but then they all close their legs d, all malu kena ole d, so we wanted volley goal..

then we mai played our chances, volley here volley there, then we just simply chin chai play,

they suddenly caught up 9-9, tension!!!!!!

then we have to realli play lor… one last burst with benny then i scored the last goal and finished the game…

arrrrrrgh that time damn tired… i think scored five or six… malas kira…

one magnifecent day with football, might never get these chances again

definitely worth the time…

so i wan to tell u all…. APPRECIATE THE TIME YOU HAVE NOW!!!!!!!!

it mayb the best piece of advice i can give to everyone….

so everyone, lets have some fun, but not until dun study lar….

nanti fail blame me pulak……

this whole week no add maths class… teacher dunno go where adi… missed a lot and getting behind lor….

these classmates of mine pulak gila gila happy, wednesday and thursday get two and a half hours of pj…… crazy….even s2 people come and join when their bio teacher oso mia, missing in action.

i pulak sleep in class, nothing beta to do, if not sleep means do some hwork, linger around in the skul compound with friends who is not that football sick…. mayb get to do some unfinished business….

i hate wasting time like this lo…

nowadays i pj oso nvr go adi, wanna finish hwork so tht at home got free time to rest more or do other hwork, funny rite? can have so darn much hwork in one single week….

now exams coming teachers wanna go beyond the exam subjects while we still not yet get understand the things fully… haiz… whats the rush, teachers?? sabar la kita sedang blur ni!!!!!!!  ish ish ish

nowadays two of my frens getting like mental fight lo…. cannot name them…..

i really side one of them, now starting to understand the effects of immaturity on others…. im really disappointed on the other friend.. the immature wan…..

last time tot he true fren, say dun wanna bstab the other.. i told him never to tell something he go tell pulak… then dun wanna say its wrong, still defiant that he adi ‘mengkhianat’ me… he just dun understand… see people for looks wont work, my friend, i hope i can still call u tht….

haiz dunno whether wanna sort this mess or just let it sort itself…. beta just stay out of trouble rite?…mmg lar…… but still wanna predict the ending….

i hope the ending adi happened, so tht no more of this mess keep going on… and i can see whether i guessed rite….

THIS STUPID MESS END LAR!!!!!!!!!

now have sleep pulak, 2mrw or rathe afterwards got bio….. 2 am d

yawn……

for those who are supposed and want to know, the edward is my blog posts none other than the jellyman khor teong eng…means now u no that he is not very good in judging whether something is a joke or serious matter AND has someone in his heart(actually a lot la)… so, tja, beware!!!!

ahhhhh……

i remember the older times when we were just kids…. no need to worry about anithing, all we have to do is eat and sleep….

some would say it was boring but some would say that it was the best moments of their life…

now we stand where we are in life. we stand and our position never stable….. we have to strive for what is ours….. we cannot have anithing for granted animore….

at this time, immaturity is a factor, a factor of failure… so, immaturity is not good….. but failure is not 100% bad…. if u are matured enuf to understand……

can a failure today let others brand u as a baby, or a kid??

i am sure immaturity can… but not failure….. failure, in aims, in projects, even in relationship has a lot of factors…. immaturity only plays a part….

maturity is something that we gain as we walk thru the path of life….. it is never too late to become mature, at least in the olden days where people say things face to face…. now maturity seems to be the factor…. to be mature enuf to think about everything in front will certainly play a huge part in our life now, especially in this urban world, where minds play games, where people meddle with other’s minds, a stupid thing to do… where relationships can go sour in just one day…..

relationships is a matter of trust between two people… dont u agree?? love needs trust, friendships need trust, bosses need to trust their employees… dont they??

two doves of a blooming relatonship can be separated by just the mere factor of immaturity of one single dove…. and the other dove will be in deep misery when the relationship wilts… while the immature one willl be defiant, and not admit mistakes….

friends… u noe who u are… u noe who im refering to…

which dove do you think needs the cure from this?? the immatured but still defiant one… or the one who has his love never wavered… but unappreciated…. just becuz of another dove, a dove that is not even supposed to exist in this lovely story…..

id rather think that it will be the one that is in deep misery… that is my true friend….

edward….                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        

he was out of control,

he was fuming mad,

yet he stood, silenced,

not by then but by him.                                                             

                         

a punch,

better a malicious kick,

maybe a volley of both,

but he stood…. still.                                                                

             

slapped with insults,

dishonoured ‘honourably’,

defamed ‘famously’,

yet, he stood….. still.                                                             

                                       

he calmly seeked the truth in those words,

he failed.                                                                                  

             

he peeked for faults of his origin,

he was unsuccessful.                                                                

                  

he stared into their eyes,

a blaze erupted,

in his heart.                                                                            

                           

what has happened????, he demanded,

what has happened to them????

did devils come??

or did devils take form??                                                          

                                       

where was rationale??

where was ‘think first before you say it’??

what happened to politeness??

what happened to ‘manners’??                                                    

                                              

do those words carry meaning?

can those phrases can even be spoken of??

they sure dont cure,

nor do they relieve,

yet, they were said.                                                                

                                       

why??

a simple question,

a complex answer.                                                                   

                               

why??

a child,

turned a teenager,

surrounded by teenagers.                                                       

                                    

can he retaliate??

or should he remain??                                                                

                         

will he ever join??

or will he be seperated??                                                          

                              

does he want popularity??

or does he prefer quietness??                                                    

                                       

it was only adolescence,

it was only teenage life,

it was only a hoax,

or was is a hoax too much??                                                       

                                           

he stood there, silenced,

he made a decision,

he chose neither popularity or demand quiteness,

for he chose a virtue,

a virtue of life.                                                                         

                           

edward… you have to learn form this man…

learn to listen to valuable and meaningful things, not be so upset listening to stupid jokes….. in teenage life….

a special request from edward…..

                                                                                                               

A word from Edward-

   

A fine work of God,

comparable only to the stars above,

Others maidens triumph in none but one,

that is… imperfection.

                                                                                                                     

Between damsels and ladies,

Among princesses and queens,

She outshines them all.

                                                                                                                              

Be the rich of the poor,

Be the stressed or the relaxed,

Her laughter brings joy to all.

                                                                                                                                    

Her complexion makes snow grey,

her brightness makes intellectuals pray,

her beauty puts shame on others,

yet none of these matters.

                                                                                                                                                

Politeness that makes the gentlemen rude,

Gentleness that makes the ladies harsh,

Personality beyond comparison,

and these essential parts of humanity

all but her lack.

                                                                                                                                                

These concrete and abstract aspects,

create a very strong feeling,

What it means, I know of,

but what defines it, defeats me.

                                                                                                                                                    

No words can express what I feel,

No action can show that its real,

Yet it is there,

Unmixed, unsilenced, untouchable,

warm, soothing and comforting.

                                                                                                                                                                  

I , love you.

                                                                                                                                                            

A word from Edward…..

a word to the one and only…

 

Talented Joyful Aspiring……..

scrabbling

for those who reads this, i am sori if it bores you

i am just veli veli boring until i have all the time in the world to do silly things. But what the hell??? i am going to have to start studying n chair a project starting the next minute i finish this boring post… crapping, am i not???????

just to tell about my life these days…. veli bad indeed… i notice tat i am reali slacking in maths… especially ’struggling’ with add maths… not to say other subjects such as BIO.. hiaz…..

getting on i have lost the will i think to study and excel again…. toomuch dota i think… have to stop it adi…. i hope anione that reads this can help me stop this stupid habit, play dota… for once i say, SAY NO TO DOTA!!!!!!! Friends,help me!!!!!

to anione who knows me in person and sees me once in a while or everyday i would certainly appreciate it if u can advise me to focus back on better things such as studies… and not talk about dota in front of me!!

aniway, going on… another problem… anderson has the ‘best’ management in ipoh i think…. having the students to change classes now… as they are getting used to their new form 4 environment…. having me as one of their ‘victims’…. what to do??? nevertheless i am still a faithful andersonian, ONCE AN ANDERSONIAN, FOREVER AN ANDERSONIAN….

time getting less now…. time for studies getting nearer… tick tock… once last thing

i want to reali achieve one thing in my life that is quite hard… nowadays especially… i want to be a mathematician….. the goal of it is to solve anithing concerning mathematics, including physics….. just telling u guys who read this…. its not just a coincidence that i am good in maths (not sombong la) but there is a passion in me to do well and seek every answer in mathematical problems… not for the sake of studying it….

so you guys, i hope you all have a dream… and be able to realise it… though some like mine is reali hard to realise… aniway i wish you good luck…